December

Today=
teething toddler
family time
pilates
laundry


And snow. Also, a sunset. Lots of motion blur.

Oh, and purple eyeliner and a high ponytail. The eyeliner was pretty much rubbed off by this point, but I never wear colored eyeliner, only black, so this was a fun change ;)

That's about it... the teething toddler is awake, still, at 10:37 p.m. and stealing my attention...

Just a few pics

Nature seems to be a recurring theme for me... maybe that's what I need to feel more centered.

2011 Vision

Complete Yoga teacher training and become a Registered Yoga Teacher (RYT).

Write in a notebook or blog at least once a week, even if it's only a couple of sentences.

Move to a new living space.

Make art again. 

Be less stressed. I am so, so tired of feeling tense all the time. I want to be positive energy.

Massage more, and be massaged more.

Go to Adventure Suites.

Snowshoe.

Hike.

Swim.


Is this too ambitious? 
These seem realistic, but if they are so realistic, why don't I already do some of them?
I think it may be because I have gotten so comfortable in this routine that isn't 100% working for me, and I am being resistant to creating positive change in my life. Honestly, it starts to make me feel a little stressed out thinking about what I "should" be doing to make my life better, e.g., making art. Instead I focus more on the negative feelings and seem to be embracing those instead of reaching out to the more positive ones. I feel like I have lost myself a little bit, and yes life has been very transitional and life changing the last almost two years, and I'm starting to see myself as not really the person I want to be. I guess,in short, for 2011, I want to be the person I want to be. All of the above things, +more courageous. Oh how I need that courage.

What's your vision for the upcoming year?


Peace & Love.