My future isn't about my past. (Life is only about NOW): Nothing that has ever happened has anything to do with now, unless, in my now, I continue to think and speak about it. Fresh new thoughts today will always give me a fresh new experience.-Ester and Jerry Hicks
This is my theme for the upcoming year. I have this tendency to ruminate on the past and it does me no favors, just keeps me stuck in places I don't need to be. There are so many better places for me to direct my energy!
Being consistent- something I've always struggled with, as I'm sure anyone else who has ADD has as well. And perhaps what I really mean is sticking to what I want to do. I'm the type who gets some idea in her head, semi-explores it, takes a couple steps toward it, and then it just goes nowhere because I don't continue on. I need to be more consistent in that respect- I still want to grow and change positively as a person, obviously.
No photos today- wrong computer. Next time. (Musical laptops is a consequence of being out one myself :/).
x
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
December
Today=
teething toddler
family time
pilates
laundry
And snow. Also, a sunset. Lots of motion blur.
Oh, and purple eyeliner and a high ponytail. The eyeliner was pretty much rubbed off by this point, but I never wear colored eyeliner, only black, so this was a fun change ;)
That's about it... the teething toddler is awake, still, at 10:37 p.m. and stealing my attention...
teething toddler
family time
pilates
laundry
And snow. Also, a sunset. Lots of motion blur.
Oh, and purple eyeliner and a high ponytail. The eyeliner was pretty much rubbed off by this point, but I never wear colored eyeliner, only black, so this was a fun change ;)
That's about it... the teething toddler is awake, still, at 10:37 p.m. and stealing my attention...
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Just a few pics
Nature seems to be a recurring theme for me... maybe that's what I need to feel more centered.
2011 Vision
Complete Yoga teacher training and become a Registered Yoga Teacher (RYT).
Write in a notebook or blog at least once a week, even if it's only a couple of sentences.
Move to a new living space.
Make art again.
Be less stressed. I am so, so tired of feeling tense all the time. I want to be positive energy.
Massage more, and be massaged more.
Go to Adventure Suites.
Snowshoe.
Hike.
Swim.
Is this too ambitious?
These seem realistic, but if they are so realistic, why don't I already do some of them?
I think it may be because I have gotten so comfortable in this routine that isn't 100% working for me, and I am being resistant to creating positive change in my life. Honestly, it starts to make me feel a little stressed out thinking about what I "should" be doing to make my life better, e.g., making art. Instead I focus more on the negative feelings and seem to be embracing those instead of reaching out to the more positive ones. I feel like I have lost myself a little bit, and yes life has been very transitional and life changing the last almost two years, and I'm starting to see myself as not really the person I want to be. I guess,in short, for 2011, I want to be the person I want to be. All of the above things, +more courageous. Oh how I need that courage.
What's your vision for the upcoming year?
Peace & Love.
Write in a notebook or blog at least once a week, even if it's only a couple of sentences.
Move to a new living space.
Make art again.
Be less stressed. I am so, so tired of feeling tense all the time. I want to be positive energy.
Massage more, and be massaged more.
Go to Adventure Suites.
Snowshoe.
Hike.
Swim.
Is this too ambitious?
These seem realistic, but if they are so realistic, why don't I already do some of them?
I think it may be because I have gotten so comfortable in this routine that isn't 100% working for me, and I am being resistant to creating positive change in my life. Honestly, it starts to make me feel a little stressed out thinking about what I "should" be doing to make my life better, e.g., making art. Instead I focus more on the negative feelings and seem to be embracing those instead of reaching out to the more positive ones. I feel like I have lost myself a little bit, and yes life has been very transitional and life changing the last almost two years, and I'm starting to see myself as not really the person I want to be. I guess,in short, for 2011, I want to be the person I want to be. All of the above things, +more courageous. Oh how I need that courage.
What's your vision for the upcoming year?
Peace & Love.
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